First, a bit of back-story. You will need it to truly understand what I am talking about in this post.
As many of you know, I have been trying to get into better physical condition. I hired a trainer a number of years ago to push me and get me into a much more healthy state. I was able to drop from my high of 250 pounds to a much more manageable 205. I would love to get below 200, but I am not sure it is ever going to happen. I am a big guy. I come from big, Northern European farming stock. My grandfather was big, my dad was big, and I am big. Let's just say that I am much more suited to lift up your car as opposed to run along side it.
Also, I have always toyed with the idea of entering the draw for the Hawaii Ironman. Dreading it if I ever got picked as swimming, cycling and running are not strong suits for me at all. Running in particular. Remember, I'm a big guy and not built for distance running.
So, last year, I started running on the treadmill as a good form of cardio. I was getting bored with the elliptical machine and decided that running might not be all that hard (yes, I am an idiot). I am a fairly stubborn guy so I started running by setting the treadmill at 5.0 mph with an incline of 2% to mimic outdoor running and I would run for an hour. I was too stubborn to give up. The first few times I would have to drop the speed a bit as my heart rate would go a bit too high for my liking, but I would run for the hour.
I didn't do this religiously, but I would try to run as regular as my schedule would allow. I tried to run twice per week, but it eventually dropped to nothing.
This year, I decided to try running outside. I would run with my trainer for a bit to a point in one of our parks and then I would do other exercises. I think the furthest we would run would be a couple of klicks. Nothing to far. On days when my trainer wasn't able to work with me, I would run in the river valley. I started with a 5 km loop and then found a 7.5 km loop that I could do in less than an hour. I am not what one would call speedy.
So, today I decided to try a route based on my home. I created a 10 km loop using Runkeeper.com and made sure it wasn't too challenging. There are a couple of hills in it, but nothing major. The hills coming out of the river valley downtown are a nightmare so I didn't want something that was going to kill me right off the bat.
I got up this morning, had my breakfast and coffee and then got ready to go out. I changed into my running gear, put on my new RoadId bracelet, set up my new heart rate monitor and GPS, stretched and went outside.
As soon as I set foot out the door, the skies opened up and the rains came down. It wasn't a lot of rain and as I am a big guy, I get damp running anyway. I started out on my run despite the wind and rain. As I got into my run, I looked at my watch and noticed that my pacing was a bit faster than I was used to. I chalked it up to a bit of extra adrenalin and told myself to slow down. I didn't. When I was running downtown, my pacing was around 6:30 per km. This time, every time I looked, I was closer to 5:30 per km. A full minute faster was not something I expected.
So, as I was running in the wind and rain, I would pass people sitting in bus shelters waiting for their bus. Many people in their vehicles would drive past me on their way to wherever they were going. I ran by some people moving into their new home (well, new to them anyway). I ran past trucks trying to deliver their loads and buses filled with people on their way to wherever. The whole time I was thinking of when I used to be one of them and see someone outside running in the inclement weather. When I would pass them I would immediately think that the person running was nuts. Something was wrong with their head. Why would they run in the crap like that when I am sure they have a nice warm, dry place they could be in instead. Well, this time, I was that crazy guy and yes, I did have a nice warm, dry place that I could have been in. I decided that my health was worth a bit of rain and wind. So I continued running.
As I would check my watch, my heart rate was doing nicely, my pacing seemed to be fast but steady, and the klicks kept racking up. Before I knew it I was at the quarter way mark, then the half way mark, then the three-quarter way mark. I could see my finish and I still had energy to burn. I am sure that I could have gone further, but 10 km was the furthest I had ever run all in one time. Before last year, I couldn't even say that I had run 10 km combined! So I stopped. I stopped my GPS from tracking so it could set my run program and I could analyze it to death. Here is what my watch told me:
- Start time: 1:23 pm
- Duration: 1:02:01
- Distance 10.02 km
- Average Heart Rate: 151 (86% of max)
- Max Heart Rate: 170 (97% of max)
- Min Heart Rate 88 (50% of max)
- Calories 1170 KCal
- Fat burn % of calories 10%
- Average Pace: 6:11 min/km
- Maximum Pace: 5:00 min/km
- Max Altitude: 662m
- Ascent: 55m
- Descent 30m
The things that shocked me the most were the duration and pacing. I have never run that fast. I never did it on the treadmill. I never did it outside with or without my trainer. I never thought I could run that fast. I know, for many of my friends who run they are thinking that I am slow. But to me, that was speeding. And that pace was set even though I had to stop for traffic lights 5 times. I don't think it would have dropped my pace much, but my pace was faster than the watch said.
Here is what it looked like:
Pace is in grey and heart rate is in red. You can see that I was able to keep my heart rate in a great fitness zone. I didn't get out of hand but it's easy to see where it starts to burn some of my fat stores instead of the sugars in my blood. I will be tracking this to see if I can keep my heart in the yellow zone longer as I run more.
So what does all of this have to do with the title for this post. Well, I finally get it. This run felt great. I felt great during every moment of this run. There were times when my brain would tell me to quit, but I wouldn't. The numbers at the end showed me that I had accomplished something that I never thought I could. Even with the wind in my face and the rain coming down I couldn't imagine myself wanting to be doing anything else. I was happy just putting one foot in front of the other and listening to the sounds of the world around me. I finally get what all of my running friends were talking about. This was actually fun. Don't get me wrong. I know there are going to be days where I won't get that feeling and I will be slogging through just to get my runs in. But now I can actually see myself entering a half-marathon and not just working to complete it, but actually running it to a respectable time.
I don't think that I will ever become a world class marathoner or ultra marathoner or anything like that. But I may just become one of those recreation runners that you see with a group of people in some of the nastiest conditions mother nature can throw at us.
I am going to try to write more about my running experiences in this space, so let me know what you think.
